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Check yourself by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Check yourself

People today do not quite understand the privilege that they have Everyone complains about a thousand things every single day Though they never stop and look at what they are complaining about Their parents not buying them a new car Or themselves not having a job And so often do they blame it on others when at its core It is their own fault They do not understand the people who actually have to fight every day For the simplest things to most But a battle for others The people who do not have both parents with them The people who do not have a car but have a kid to take care of The people who do not get the job because of the way they look Or the people who did not make it through high school The people who sat alone at lunch every day The people who sat by but were never really there And the people constantly have demonic thoughts pouring Through their very porous souls Like little black specks running through the hourglass that is their life They flaunt their privilege at everyone

Repeat by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Repeat

Get up Get ready Drive Learn Breath Sleep Repeat. Get up Get ready Drive Learn Breath Sleep Repeat. Get up Get Ready Drive Forget something Lean Breath Stay up Repeat. Get up Get Ready Drive Learn Stay up Repeat. You forgot to breath How could you forget the most basic part of human life? Get up Drive Learn Panic Stay up. Whats wrong why would you panic? What is wrong with you? Stay in bed Try and sleep Hate yourself Stay up. You're so lazy You don't do anything and you never do. Stay in bed Cry Sleep Repeat. You are pathetic Put on a smile and get up Or else everyone will hate you More than they already do. Get up Get ready Dri

I am by Coolcatkitten, literature

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I am

I am living in the sky I'm living in a cloud Which sounds oh so peaceful Though it's not at all Nothing is clear And I cannot see a foot in front of me My life is a canvas And I'm painting on it every day Swirling shapes and making a picture Which in theory sounds beautiful Though in reality is not At this point, I am just smearing paint Turning it into an ugly colour Which has no actual meaning My mind is like a steady rain Constant and warm But these medications add fog So I can not see anything clearly And nothing is truly what it is My body is like the road Stretching far and wide Though I am covered with bad road rash So bad in fa

Why do you do this to me? by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Why do you do this to me?

I want to let myself fall in deep So deep in fact, that I can swim in your words Your words They soothe my brittle shell I could sit here and count the way's for which I am falling for you I could ponder and express how you Just the whole entirety of you sets me on fire Each and every time that my eyes meet yours I feel as if I could just sit there and at that moment At that moment everything could possibly be alright When I am around you I feel as if I am swimming in the clearest, warmest waters I feel as if I am floating through rivers of tranquility Your touch Your touch sets fire upon my skin And it shoots ice through my veins My hand

I hate you. by Coolcatkitten, literature

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I hate you.

I hate you And it's probably not for the reason you're thinking I hate you because of me You make me feel things Things that I haven't felt for years Things that I am not sure of I'm not sure of them because of you All of my emotions are mixing together Do I take a sip and let that deadly concoction flow into my body? Or do I spill them out for good? This cold and hollow vessel that I've destroyed Do I allow myself to let go and fall in deep for you? Not knowing if you will even return the slightest of this feeling Which you probably won't Because of me I have destroyed myself and cut my throat Drowning in these words I have blown my brains

Tallies by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Tallies

“These marks…” She exhales slowly. “These marks are our joy, our sadness, and every single thing in between.” She looks down at her wrist, showing two scared marks, three normal tallies, and one black tally. She sits there for a moment, clenching and unclenching her fist, watching her tendons move under her tally marks. “These... For lack of better words ‘things’, these demons, these angels, these show up whenever we start having feelings for other people. They scar whe-“She breaks off, choking on her words but, with a broken voice continues on. “They scar whenever someone you love,

It's Over by Coolcatkitten, literature

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It's Over

I was with you for over a year A year and two months to be precise But I had to call it off Oh if you only knew how much it hurt If only you understood why I had to do it I had to do it for me, and I know thats selfish But you told me to take care of myself So I'm trying to, I really am Though you had no reason to act that way To talk behind my back To the few friends you left me with Trying to make them think differently of me They know though, they always know You tried to say I was lieing That I was telling people only what I wanted to That I wasn't saying the whole story But I was, I swear to God I was It was just never enough though T

Tomorrow's Dawn by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Tomorrow's Dawn

I know it's getting bad again I know because I thought about writing my letter again If you don't know what type of letter Then just stop reading this right here It will have little to no meaning to you For those of you who do know I'm not looking for sympathy I'm not looking for attention I'm just writing so I can hopefully stop crying I've been at it for almost 40 minuets And I can feel myself slowly dehydrating because of it I keep looking at those last few messages I sent I keep hoping he will text me back I wanted to hang out with him but he's with someone else It's just his friend I know he's not cheating because they're both straight

It's Stupid, I know by Coolcatkitten, literature

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It's Stupid, I know

I know it's stupid To love someone so much Almost to much To yearn for them whenever you are apart Yet I can't seem to stop these feelings I know they probably aren't even thinking of me Because I am not much to think about Though I have that little bit of hope All the way in the back of my mind I hope that they are feeling the same way as me Even just the slightest little bit I get annoyed with myself though Because I could be away from them for an hour After just seeing them for six And I almost immediately seem to miss them I know that I'm very clingy That I'm a handful to deal with And I get upset rather easily Though I can't seem to hel

Simple, Sweet Memories by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Simple, Sweet Memories

Oh to feel your soft touch but one more time. To have your arms wrapped around me all throughout the night. I don’t want, but Need, your lips to meet mine as our fingers intertwine but one last time. But this cannot be, as you left me long ago. I can still dream of those sweet, simple memories you have let me. They might not all be sweet but they still lie with me at night when I can’t sleep. These are the demons in my head, the ones you hear of in fairy tales. But this is not fairy tale, this is what is known to most as life. And to others as a trap, a trap that only one thing can let us free. That one thing is love. Something e

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Check yourself by Coolcatkitten, literature

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I am by Coolcatkitten, literature

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I am

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Why do you do this to me?

I hate you. by Coolcatkitten, literature

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I hate you.

Tallies by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Tallies

It's Over by Coolcatkitten, literature

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It's Over

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Tomorrow's Dawn

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It's Stupid, I know

Simple, Sweet Memories by Coolcatkitten, literature

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Simple, Sweet Memories

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Coolcatkitten

Jun 13, 2016

Okay so I have a big question, does anyone actually still read my Warriors series? If so I will continue it, if not, I am going to stop the series :l Please comment on the last chapter of the series if you're going to give input, love you all! ~Cat

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Coolcatkitten

Apr 12, 2016

Attention to all who follow my "Warriors: The New Tale" series!!! - Hello all! :D I have just released a new chapter of my and am very proud to say we are quickly approaching our tenth chapter. For a celebration, AFTER my tenth chapter comes out, I w...

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Apr 12, 2016

Warriors : The New Tale - Chapter 7

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RiverClan: Dapperpelt - A silvery she cat apprentice, she is rather tall, and is missing a claw or two. Talonclaw – The big, male mentor has a nicely mixed black and brown coat with a white fore paw. Watertail – A normal sized he cat, He is the medicine cat of the clan. He has a White body but the tip of his tail, front paws, and one back paw is a gray that shimmers blue if hit in the sunlight right. Mistwhisker – A light gray she cat, she had different tints of gray throughout her pelt, friends with Dapperpelt. Littlepaw - A tiny she cat, full of energy and life. She has a all white coat with blue eyes. Goldenstar &#8